August 19, 2009

Season's Greetings?
FOUND by Emmy in Portland, OR
I found this at the bottom of a friend's porch steps during a bad snow storm in December, 2008.
Clover in the porch swing
I like the handwriting after "your family," even though the lines slant downward. I wonder why the handwriting changes right then. What is the ugly drug? I'm thinking maybe heroin? So maybe the writer shot up midway through writing the card, and her handwriting improved, yet sloped downhill because there's only one direction drug addiction can lead.

The snow in Oregon this year was heavy. A homeless man in my town died as he slept in the snow. Then they opened an overnight homeless shelter in a gym, a whole bunch of people donated sleeping bags, and they called for volunteers to staff it. It was open for about 3 nights. They had to close it because they didn't have enough staffers to keep it safe.

I hope 2009 goes better for her.
+ August 19, 2009 12:32 AM +
Mist in the shadows
You found it in December 2008 and it is addressed January 1, 2009..
For some reason the writer sounds like she's writing more to herself than "Maxine" in some parts.
+ August 19, 2009 01:12 AM +
shell in Oz
This seems like meth thru and thru.

"Everything is great except I'm still on this nasty drug and its keeping me from tending to my kids and grandkids. If you want to send some money, that'd be great. Maybe I could put use it for rehab, but mostly I'd spend it on more happiness."

Thanks for thinking of me this holiday season...I hope all is well.

Kids and grandkids...sigh.......
+ August 19, 2009 01:19 AM +
shell in Oz
Saying that...I write crooked on unlined paper too. The writing seems the same, just tilted and a little "off". I'm guessing they took a hit or a snort of something in the middle of the letter and loosened up a little more. It's not a different author.
+ August 19, 2009 01:34 AM +
shell in Oz
Goodness, I love explaining my self after the opinion...
"Maybe I could use it for rehab, but mostly I'd spend it on more happiness."

minus PUT might make more sense.

Anyone want to send me their addresses so I can have a fundraiser to overcome my obvious English liablity. If it he[ps, I'm an alky, on meth and herion!

I can't feel my fingers anymore...Mama?
+ August 19, 2009 01:46 AM +
Effie in Oxfordshire
Well, it makes a change to the smug round robins one usually gets at Christmas.
+ August 19, 2009 02:59 AM +
Chief w/salt in his beard in cubical
There but for the strength of bla..bla..bla go I. The world can be, is, a cruel place.

Call you get out of rehab.....
+ August 19, 2009 05:34 AM +
fooch in a cranky mood
yikes.

+ August 19, 2009 07:33 AM +
Sammy Davis Junior Jr
Well, sweetie, you aren't the only one who had a sad and lonely year. Your kids and grandkids missed out on their mom/grandmother, who is a drug addict. It isn't all about you, you know.
+ August 19, 2009 07:44 AM +
Hiplainsdrifter in South Portland, Maine

Thanks. It was so special I threw it out.

Max.

PS You still owe me 20 bucks I lent you.

PPS Who are you? You didn't sign the card, and where did you get the money for the card and stamp?
+ August 19, 2009 08:50 AM +
another refugee from the war on drugs in another place and time
Gotta be either meth or crack.

Good Point, Sammy. Addicts are just about the most selfish, self-absorbed people around. Little else matters aside from their own wants and needs, everything's someone else's fault, and everyone- even God- is out to get them.

+ August 19, 2009 08:59 AM +
Old Mumsy in Portland, Me
Didn't Tom Waits write a song about this? Christmas Card From a Hooker in Minneapolis?
+ August 19, 2009 09:05 AM +
mona lisa in the louvre
that's the thing, SDJJ. For addicts, it is all about them. all the time.
+ August 19, 2009 10:07 AM +
Hiplainsdrifter in South Portland, Maine

Hi ...
My name is HPD and I'm addicted to Found...
+ August 19, 2009 11:00 AM +
No kidd in g
It's kind of harsh to blame God for your problem during the Christmas holiday. Hope she lets someone help her soon.
+ August 19, 2009 11:03 AM +
Chas1ngM3m0ries in Andover
Aaaw, this letter is kinda sad... :(
+ August 19, 2009 11:28 AM +
Miss Scarlet in in the Study with a Revolver
An actual "Maxine" card to Maxine would have been sublime.
+ August 19, 2009 01:21 PM +
Reading in Bed
She writes, my mu(crossed out) Lord wants me to walk. I wonder what she almost wrote, my muse, my muscle bound pimp?

Walk where?

This whole card makes me sad b/c while it seems like a cry for help, They are not desparate enought to actually change yet.
+ August 19, 2009 02:00 PM +
Wake up call.
No kidding. (kinda sad?) the thing is.. no one else can help her.

This could have been written by someone very close to me-- even that recently. Everyone tried to help that person for years. - tried everything, until there was nothing left to try, nothing left to give, regardless of how much we loved him. Then a 10 year old told that addict to quit moping, get off his ass, get a life and start to live it. So far it seems to have done the trick. (fingers crossed, "cuss" every day's a new one.
+ August 19, 2009 02:01 PM +
Frottage in the Reichstag
Jesus! Not to sound like a total Nazi, but I think it would probably be best for all involved if illiterate junkie grandma is sent to a gulag or executed.
+ August 19, 2009 03:53 PM +
Night in gale
New Year's is always such a hopeful time.
+ August 19, 2009 06:05 PM +
The Bird in The Attic
Heres to a better year, Maxine.
+ August 19, 2009 06:16 PM +
Tessa in Canada
Why is the card dated 1-1-09 when the person said it was found in December 2008? Looks like we've got a time traveler.
+ August 21, 2009 01:56 PM +
that girl in toronto
why do we all assume the author of this letter is a she?
+ August 21, 2009 02:31 PM +
Moonshine in the dungeon
Where she crossed out MU, I think she got sidetracked and was writing the word 'my' over again but then realized she just wrote 'my' before that.. so she continued on to crazy bag lady talk.. Very secretive that talk is!!
+ August 22, 2009 08:10 AM +
engineer in Atlanta, GA
Geez...some sad comments here. Addiction is a health issue, it changes the brain chemistry in a way you can't overcome by will alone. This person needs treatment, not to be told to get over it, because he probably can't help himself. I hope he got into the "program."
+ November 25, 2009 11:00 AM +

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